Sunday, April 18, 2010

Venting? Ahh Geez.

Please forgive me. I have not blogged in a while. So I'll fill you in on some stuff. But please note: I hate to complain. Like I hate that people to have to listen to it. Cause life is wonderful...most of the time.
- I loath school. I'm so stressed out that I don't want to be involved in anything. Senior year better be better. It's going to be busy (if I make it in all my desired classes).
- I hope I make it into Yearbook. I want to take pictures (mostly of sports) so very badly.
- Vote for me for Central Girls Senate. I need a slogan. Any ideas? I could use something to do with a lamb?
- Madrigals...hum, yeah...I loath trying out for things. But I enjoy singing a lot. We shall see what happens.
- I love my family but I don't like being home.
- I need to pack. I'm painting my new room on Monday for FHE. But what color should I paint my bathroom? I just can't decide. I need to move lots of my stuff in by Saturday. I can't wait till we are settled.
- I am looking forward to my new ward but I'm so tired of integrating into a new area. Sometimes it can be really really really really hard.
- I need to work out more. HAHA! But really, It's stressing me out. I don't ever do it though because I'm so tired all the time.
- I loath going to the doctors so often.
- I'm so tempted to skip half of my classes. I guess everyone is, but I no longer have a desire to get good grades, but don't worry, I'll keep trying.
- One of my dear friends is getting a big ego and it makes me so sad.
- I may be a bum and not take the AP test.
- I need to get a job but it's so hard to get one in this stinkin' economy. Yes I already have a job but do I ever work? No. That's a downside to a Kiosk with a lot of employees. So if you know anyone that is hiring, please, let me know, joe!
- My friends are great but some tick me off oh so badly. Why do people always require attention? I do not want the attention, I'm just tired of them always seeking pity (This may seem hypocritical in this situation, but I promise I am NOT seeking pity in this blog).
- I miss Freshman year. Everything was great.
- I need to raise money for India, possibly Acappella tour if we go next year, maybe another tour, college, and maybe a senior trip. That's not possible when I don't have a sustaining job.
- I'm tired of people lowering their standards.
- Im sooooo happy that almost all my friends are going to Prom! Gahh! I can't even tell you. It's grand. I on the other hand, get to spend the day moving and going to a wedding of very close friends that I haven't seen in a while. And let me tell ya', I am so excited (Please note, that was not sarcastic, I really am excited)! I sincerely hope all of you have so much fun!! I wana see pictures!
- I hate "Utah dating". Go die in a hole. That's dumb. I have reasoning on this but I'm not going into it on here.
- The one way to get through school is to look forward to something. So far there is nothing to look forward to, and I mean nothing, except this: My brother comes home in July. I cant wait! I'm going to ask him to go kick some people in the pants. I miss him bunches. I love having brothers.
- Normally I will not vent on my blog. Sorry to stress you out by reading this.
- But on the bright side, It's sunny outside. And that's about it.

P.S. Like all of these start with "I". Woops. Sorry to be self centered. This is just a venting session.


2 comments:

  1. Venting a little is healthy. And this is your blog so you get to vent away. Besides I know you as one of the most positive and cheerful people ever, so don't feel bad if you have some stuff to get off your shoulders. I love you and hope things will get easier quick.
    As for your slogan, this worked for Napoleon and it never gets old, "Vote for me and all your wildest dreams will come true." Pinatas of your opponents also help...but not in the Gem State.

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  2. I loved it!!!!! I can't tell you how sometimes I really want to do this and it just made my day to read yours. I remember a lot of the stresses you are going through. We're much more alike than I ever thought :)

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